Beegees and the meaning of me liking them

about the thoughts that movies leave in my mind

For every movie I watch or that I have watched, an impression is left in my mind. 

Are the movies I watch congruent to the way I want to leave? 

how many movies

The answer is 500, it is the 1 percent of the total of the movies there are, I will probably collect many more, but for now 500 is the target. 

By the way, according to Gemini there are more than 500000 .

Reflecting on my retirement

The truth is I would have bought a house or apartment Downton.

The truth is, I was not able to foresee that, even when Roman told me about his desire to do in do, in that moment I could not grasp it. 

Now I do not think I have the resources to fulfill that dream. 

I will have to continue working for the rest of my life. 

I want three businesses 

Coffee 

Yoga

And teaching. 

That is what I want

But for jatco and so just until 60

what is the meaning of life?

For me, as for Socrates, the meaning of life is learning and contributing to society with that knowledge. That is why we are here. However with the emergence of AI, our purpose will be taken from us. Should my purpose be feeding the AI monster? 

What should be my purpose now? 

Keeping my health is undoubtedly one.

For that, as for anything else, you need knowledge. 

Who are you?

I am the combination of all the contents written and unwritten in this blog, It is a daunting project to describe myself thoroughly. 

Simple question, complex task.

I hope, someday I will be able to do so. 

I really want to write more, like shasha Chua 

mantras

I eat just what I need

I drink just what I need

I take care of my body

I keep it clean

I excercise

Breathing properly makes me stronger 💪

Continuity becomes strength

I sleep what I need

I compile my thoughts

I do actions according to my will to life, power and meaning. 

I meditate everyday looking to be one with the universe.

I give my best

I try to get out of darkness to through knowledge

I live in society

I look for and give real love

why can't we have the reality that we really want

Es de las que le gusta evidenciar

En evidenciar no es bueno, de acuerdo al sentido común

January 3 2024 first day of work

 So today it was the first day of work of the year after xma vacations, a lot of things have changed,

I really do not love b anymnore , it is over bevause of her continous emotional abuse. She is kind of scary when she behaves like that. 

well anyways there have been a lot of people who quit at the company because they find a better position with less work hours and more pay. 

It is kind of sad, because they are not being grateful to the company that helped them grow. 

I reallly do not know what will happen in the future, today I also found that K is going to quit. 

she say s she is going to quit because she is going to USA. 

I had the opportunity to talk to R I learnt what it means to be a real man. 

a real man does not spread rumors. 

that is a real man and I like the way he thinks 

also I was learning about how to adjust people required for the production. 

There are some categories in which people you need can fall into 

there is the categorie PIC 

event and technical. 

each of the people in those categories have its functions. 

also there is the proportion of people for aiding when there is training  vacation or absences. 

I wish I can put all my life in this paper as shashachua recommends. 

But more important than that is the fact that you give yourself the time to reflect. 

Also I am having troubles with my toxic woman. 

I was talking also with M today, just for like an hour. 

It is nice to be with her. 

I am afraid of B on the other hand, she researched about me and she knows a lot about me.

that is scary , I wish I could run away. 

I know I need to do more yoga. 

acoridng to the plan . no more no less. 

just my hour every day. 

and I would be fine. 

I lost 39 minutes discussing with Barbara. 

I really do not like to discuss . and more because what she says has no logic. 

every dday it is worst 

she is worse

we were fighing 

again 

she was pulling my clothes. 
I was afraid for an instant. 

first in the warehouse we were talkint about th eimportance of not having inventory. 

becasue inventory is money. 

but it looks that there are meny delays from the company who takes the product to the final customer, 

also it happened today that I did not check the schedule thourrouhly and I was almost abandoned. 

I like C also. I find her sy 

but keep this a secret please. 

Then we went back to our alma matter. S 1 

there the system for entering and going out is not very effective and anyone could go in and out whenever they want. 

I was not very humgry today. 

so I did not eat any breakfast. 

I had japanese food for lunch though 

this is like a summary of my day 

but of course these words are not enougjh 

also my friend S e is still very sad becasue of his GF YA

I do not want to stop listening to new music as I age.

Actually I have found a lot of new music since the pandemic stroke, probably because I got more discretionary time to do so. Also I started drinking as I never had before. 

write a notebook every two years

To at least get some insight 

At least one page 

Quantified self

Am I a polymath

Self actualization , become what you are

Leading your life through KPI

KPI to control for everyaspect of my life 

in

2024

HEALH 

quantity of water drunk 

SOUL 

Keep journal 

WORK

I really do not know what to control here , time worked ? so that I can keep a balance between work and free time, I am clearly exceeding the time I need to work

for 2023 I am currently working 

50 hours jatco

10 hous light house 

3 hours MARIOLA 

3 Hours Takenaka project

1 hour blanca 

1 hour julietta

that is like 70 hours 

out of 168 hours 

that is 

personal care , including sleeping 

56 hours sleep 

10 hours eating 

66

7 hours exercise 

74 

144 

I just have 26 hours free 

plus cleaning the house 1 hour everyday 

20 hours 

I need to think what to do 

I have 20 hours 

I am not neglecting 

heallth OK 100,000 hours 

soul INCLUDE  20000 hours 30 min journaling 30 min meditation 

work OK 100,000

knowledge INCLUDE 50,000 

social INCLUDE 10,000

love INCLUDE 20, 000

Henri Bergson y el dejavu

In search of the true self according to Berson

On the complex topic of authenticity

on the importance of talking to get a lot of insights

Should I make an audio blog?